Hayden Panettiere is claiming a major beauty brand ended its association with her amid her battle with postpartum depression.
The Heroes actress details her mental health struggles after welcoming daughter Kaya in 2011 in her upcoming memoir, This Is Me: A Reckoning, an excerpt of which was published by The Cut on Tuesday, May 12.
Panettiere, 36, writes candidly about abusing alcohol to cope with her depression and her various stints in rehab during her time on the hit show Nashville.
âOne day early in season 4, I arrived on set bleary-eyed, still shaking off the effects of my [insomnia] meds the night before. Iâve never been a morning person, but on the medication, I was a zombie,â she shares. âI couldnât go on set like that, so I decided that before getting into the makeup chair Iâd put my head down for a nap. Two hours later, I woke up in the hospital.â
ââWhat happened?â I asked, my eyes darting from one end of my room to another. âI have no memory of coming here. Did something happen to me?ââ the actress adds. âA kind nurse who was about to take my vital signs spoke up. âSomeone at your work found you asleep on the sofa and couldnât wake you up. So, she called an ambulance.ââ
During Nashvilleâs fourth season, Panettiereâs character, Juliette Barnes, was temporarily written out to facilitate her going to rehab, but she said she lost another job.
âThe producers had no choice but to write me out of the script temporarily â something that killed me because Iâd always prided myself on my professionalism â and I issued a statement about where I was going and why,â she writes. âMy fans and the press were hugely sympathetic â and Iâll always be grateful for that â but a part of my career Iâd come to depend on suffered. Neutrogena canceled my long-standing contract, and it was yet another blow in a year that had given almost nothing else.â
Panettiere, who appeared in various advertising campaigns for Neutrogena, alluded to her partnership with the brand ending in her recent Us Weekly cover story.
âI talk about traumatic moments and things that people donât even know about,â she exclusively told Us of writing about the darkest chapters of her life. âThe abuse I went through at the hands of people that were supposed to be there to protect me. Admitting to all of the things that I did. I knew if I was going to do this, I wanted to be brutally, painfully honest. When I was honest about postpartum depression on Live With Kelly and Michael [in 2015], the repercussions were shocking. After that interview, I had no idea when I walked off that stage that I was going to get the call saying, âNeutrogena wants to fire you. Theyâre not OK with this.â And youâre going, âWait a second, of all the things, how can they judge me about something that is so human and so real?ââ
Us Weekly has reached out to Neutrogenaâs parent company, Kenvue, for comment.
This Is Me: A Reckoning is published on Tuesday, May 19.
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