In Hollywood, Gina Gershon has always trusted her gut.
Early in her career, the actress was offered a role in âFriday the 13th Part 2,â one she ultimately passed on after discovering she would be topless. Gershon has a new memoir out, âAlphaPâsy: How I Survived the Valley and Learned to Love My Boobs,â chronicling her rise to stardom and the many famous faces she met along the way.
âI was offered a lead in that movie,â Gershon told Fox News Digital. âAnd, of course, I was so excited to act in movies, but it definitely felt kind of exploitative to me and a little silly that right before she gets killed, her top has to come off.â
In the book, Gershon wrote, âAt the time, those kinds of slasher movies always had girls dying with their breasts exposed. My character would be killed by a stake through the heart, blood dripping down her tâ. That seemed pretty lame to me: exploitation 101.â
Gershon turned to her father for advice.
âListen, I was really lucky that I had a father who really taught me how to believe in my own decisions,â she told Fox News Digital. âIt wasnât like I had to rebel against my family. I remember asking him about it, thinking he was going to say, âNo daughter of mine is going to do that!â And he said, âItâs your body. If youâre comfortable with it, Iâm comfortable with it.ââ
âWhen I sat and thought about it, I just thought, âI donât really want to do this,ââ she shared. âI wasnât comfortable with it. It seemed silly to me. Not that I had anything against nudity â I grew up on European films â but only if it makes sense for the character and the story. But when it just seems silly, I donât know. It just felt like it was something that wasnât for me.â
After speaking with her father, Gershon turned down the role.
âMy dad may have died too soon, but he taught me many valuable lessons in the 19 years I had with him,â Gershon wrote. âMainly, he taught me to trust myself in making my own decisions.â
âThis theme of trusting my gut kept showing up in my life,â she added.
Itâs key advice that stayed with Gershon over the years, including when she starred in 1995âs âShowgirls.â The film, directed by Paul Verhoeven, follows the rise and moral unraveling of a young dancer. It also starred âSaved by the Bellâ alum Elizabeth Berkley.
Gershon admitted in the book that she and Verhoeven fought âconstantlyâ over creative differences involving her character, Cristal Connors.
âI think Paul secretly enjoyed it when we argued about the most mundane things,â she wrote. âSometimes I suspected he was throwing things out there just to see if he could get a rise out of me. Or maybe not. Maybe it was annoying that I didnât just roll over and do what he asked.Â
âWhatever the case, our battles were becoming exhausting. And let me say this: I liked Paul. A lot! Especially when we werenât locked in some game of control. He is a very smart, very interesting guy. A mathematician and theologian. I really enjoyed our chats about religion and philosophy.â
Gershon said they were scheduled to shoot a scene that took place in Cristalâs dressing room. Thatâs when she received a surprise.
âI was in the hair and makeup trailer once again, waiting for my team to transform me, when Paul came in and said without any warning, âIn todayâs scene, I think it would be good if you showed your vagina,ââ she wrote. âWhoa, that came out of the fâking blue. Just that morning, Iâd made a deal with myself that, no matter what, I would avoid all arguments that day. Oh boy, this one was going to be a doozy.
ââWhy?â I asked. And in my most sincere, calm-actress voice, without trying to provoke or sound like an aâhole, I continued, âI mean, whatâs the reason Cristal would do that? Iâm open to anything as long as it makes sense. How does it reveal my character? How does it move the story forward?ââ
The filmmaker pointed out that Berkley would be doing so and that Sharon Stone had also taken on an infamous scene in his previous film, âBasic Instinct.âÂ
Gershon wrote that she kept calm, noting that her contract didnât require that level of nudity for the role. To avoid a tug-of-war over the scene, she defused the situation by proposing an exaggerated alternative. It prompted the director to drop the idea and proceed with the scene as originally written.
âTo my utter relief, Paul slowly backed out of my trailer, looking at me like I was bonkers, and said, âNo, itâs OK, we will do the scene as written. Forget I said anything,ââ she wrote. âHe never mentioned my vagina again.â
In response, a spokesperson for Verhoeven told Fox News Digital, âMr. Verhoeven has not read the memoir, and has no comment.â
âI think the real challenge was that I went into âShowgirlsâ thinking it was a completely different sort of movie,â Gershon explained to Fox News Digital.
âIt was very serious, and I loved the part. It was very operatic in my mind. And then when I got to the set, I realized it was a completely different film from what I had envisioned. So I think the biggest challenge was to adjust to what it was and to figure out a way to play it that made sense in the environment.â
Despite widespread attention over its NC-17 rating and explicit content, the film underperformed at the box office, People magazine reported. According to the outlet, âShowgirlsâ made less than its $45 million budget and was widely panned by critics.
But today, itâs widely regarded as a cult classic.
ââShowgirlsâ has been such an interesting journey,â Gershon told Fox News Digital. âItâs just funny to me how when it came out, so many journalists jumped on the bandwagon of, âThis movie is horrible.â They really ripped it apart.â
âThankfully, I kind of came out of it fairly unscathed, but still, itâs not a good feeling,â she reflected. âYou want the whole movie to do well. And I actually think it could have done well. I just thought the marketing was silly, and it never should have been [rated] NC-17 to begin with. Thatâs a whole other conversation.â
âNow, some of those journalists, itâs like the first question they want to talk about. âLetâs talk about âShowgirls.â Itâs such a cult classic!ââ she laughed. âAll of a sudden, people who hated it love it now. Iâm happy itâs brought so many people hours of pleasure. It really taught me not to pay too much attention to reviews. You canât really listen to critics so much. That was my big lesson out of that.â
Guided by her instincts, Gershon said her goal has always been to tell great stories.
âI just want to do something that I feel proud of or that I would like to go see,â Gershon added.
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