Aviciiâs father is reflecting on the difficult moment he was forced to stage an intervention for the late music producer.
The new Netflix documentary Avicii â Iâm Tim sheds new light on the starâs mental health struggles ahead of his 2018 death by suicide at age 28 â including an addiction to painkillers spurred on by anxiety.
In the documentary, Avicii (nĂ© Tim Bergling)âs father Klas says he once arranged an intervention for the âLevelsâ producer with the help of Arash âAshâ Pournouri, the starâs longtime co-producer, co-writer and manager.
The intervention came amid a pivotal point in Berglingâs career, as he was unhappy having to balance his onstage persona with who he was in real life, and had developed an addiction to painkillers, which he âjustified as suppressing his anxiety,â close friend Jesse Waits says in the doc.
âI just felt anxious. I didnât know where the anxiety came from,â Bergling says in a voiceover. âI could feel it physically in my gut. It was like a stone in my gut, thatâs how it felt. And it was constant. A constant emotion.â
Klasâ intervention included the starâs friends, siblings and tour management â and Avicii was not happy about it.
âAs he approached, he could see all of us there. It was excruciatingly painful to see the look in his eyes. Oh man, that was really rough,â Klas recalls in the documentary. âThen everyone shared how concerned they were, and Tim⊠at first, he was pretty furious.â
Klas says the intervention went on âfor hours,â and that for a long time, his son would not budge.
âHe refused to give in. But eventually something made him say, âFine, Iâll get help.â I said, âOK, thank you,ââ he recalls. âIt finally registered. We were thrilled. It got through to him. I think he realized it was time for him to do something about it.â
In a voiceover, Bergling says he started seeing psychiatrists and doctors, and even tried switching up his diet and exercise routines in order to feel better. He explains that he no longer enjoyed making music, and as a result, changed the way he operated by totally clearing his schedule.
âIâm trying to find balance,â he says. âBalance in life, and with my friends and family.â
For a period, Bergling seemed to have found some semblance of that balance, as he says in another voiceover that he felt âreally happyâ being âfreeâ from the constraints of his grueling tour schedule and record label. In the fall of 2017, he started practicing transcendental meditation, and started creating what would become the posthumous 2019 album Tim.
In addition to following Berglingâs ascent to DJ superstardom on the back of hits like âWake Me Upâ and âHey Brother,â the documentary chronicles the starâs struggle with life in the spotlight â and the aftermath of his tragic death in April 2018 while on vacation in Muscat, Oman.
âI donât think anybody really knows why or what happened. Nobody knows what was going through his mind,â Waits says. âEverybody can speculate. He seemed good to everybody I talked to that [was] around him. He was just in a good place. Itâs hard to accept.â
Klas, meanwhile, says that ânone of us imagine that something like this could happen.â
The documentary features narration by the late Bergling himself, as well as new interviews with friends, family and collaborators like Chris Martin and Aloe Blacc. The film, directed by Henrik Burman, also features home video footage from the starâs childhood, as well as behind-the-scenes clips of him creating some of his biggest hits.
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