Colin Egglesfield has shared a post-surgery update after he revealed he has been diagnosed with prostate cancer.
The All My Children alum, 51, is battling cancer for the third time after he was previously diagnosed with testicular cancer twice.
Colin took to Instagram on Thursday and posted a photo of himself holding up his first as he admitted to struggling with his mental health, despite âfeeling positiveâ about his diagnosis following his surgery.
âFirst check-up post-surgery,â he began. âThings are on track and Iâm feeling positive large part due to the amazing peeps at @cityofhope hospital and their amazing @cityofhopecancerfighters team.
âI go through these phases where Iâm feeling good and then other phases where this is all so overwhelming. Itâs hard to describe this feeling which is a combination of gratitude, fear, hope, frustration, anger, and folly.
âSome moments I feel like itâs all good and Iâm able to move forward and others Iâm halted and unable to understand what is going on and how Iâm supposed to integrate new realities into my life.â
Colin admitted that he has found it helpful to âslow downâ and find space âto voice whatâs really swirling in the background of all of this without comment of it or trying to fix itâ.
He continued: âWe all get tested in life and the thing I believe can make the biggest difference with whatever challenge we face is working on creating that space to say when youâre sad or overwhelmed, to admit when you feel defeated and to share when youâre feeling like itâs all too much without the feeling that thereâs something âwrongâ that needs to be fixed.
âI keep having to remind myself that itâs okay to feel what Iâm feeling and to let it be, knowing that this is part of the healing and that without it, healing can be stunted.â
Colin shared his cancer diagnosis on Monday and revealed he underwent surgery after catching it âearlyâ.
He shared several photos of himself at the City of Hope Cancer Center in Phoenix, alongside a lengthy message with a quote that read: âItâs not the hand that youâve been dealt because you canât change that. Itâs how you play the cards that counts.â
He explained that he âfound this quote from an interview I did when I was 25 and it has served me well throughout my life including recentlyâ.
He continued: âThe beginning to this year hasnât been the easiest, but in the spirit of what I said in my interview, this is another opportunity to decide who I choose to be in the face of uncertainty and challenges in my most recent cancer diagnosis. Thankfully, we caught my prostate cancer early.â
Colin explained that âafter a year of doing a lot of research and talking to quite a few health care professionals, I elected to be proactive and have surgeryâ.
After thanking the team of medical professionals âthat have been instrumental in supporting me through this scary timeâ.
He added that each day he feels âIâm getting healthier and stronger. Iâm still a bit sore but Iâm making progress and am determined to come back stronger and healthier than ever especially with the help of my sexy walker.â
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